Tomorrow's The Day

I go in tomorrow for the surgery. 12 hours from now I should be recovering from my surgery. I am nervous and hope I get some decent sleep tonight!

I can't believe it's the end. I'm a bit sad, I must confess. I've so enjoyed this pregnancy...after the initial scare of miscarrying. I'm about to meet my baby girl - the child God told me He wanted to give me when I was too scared to even try. The little one who when, within weeks of being placed in my womb, was then prophecied about existing within me as I was trying to keep it a secret. Tomorrow is going to be a special day.

I'm scared, I'm nervous, I'm excited.

I'll be a bit sad about not feeling this little one move and squirm within me, but look forward to seeing her face and giving her a name.

I've learned a lot throughout this pregnancy, especially about the love of the Lord. He has been good to me and I am thankful.

What to Expect...

I was less emotional after my final prenatal appointment. I talked to the Dr. about the c-section and felt a bit better after knowing what to expect. The idea of being able to go straight to MY room right after the surgery sounds wonderful. Plus, I won't have a needle stuck up my back the entire time, which was even more comforting. Hearing that my Dr. has delivered about 2,000 babies really put my mind at ease...he looks so young, it's hard to imagine he's been delivering babies for 10 years!