Tomorrow's The Day

I go in tomorrow for the surgery. 12 hours from now I should be recovering from my surgery. I am nervous and hope I get some decent sleep tonight!

I can't believe it's the end. I'm a bit sad, I must confess. I've so enjoyed this pregnancy...after the initial scare of miscarrying. I'm about to meet my baby girl - the child God told me He wanted to give me when I was too scared to even try. The little one who when, within weeks of being placed in my womb, was then prophecied about existing within me as I was trying to keep it a secret. Tomorrow is going to be a special day.

I'm scared, I'm nervous, I'm excited.

I'll be a bit sad about not feeling this little one move and squirm within me, but look forward to seeing her face and giving her a name.

I've learned a lot throughout this pregnancy, especially about the love of the Lord. He has been good to me and I am thankful.